I've been trying to think of how I can go back to England sooner than I had planned. Like, next year. Which means not working for a year first in order to save up money.

The University of Manchester has one scholarship for Canadian students that's worth #5000 pounds. Tuition would be about #8000 pounds, and then there's living expenses. Sigh. I could work for the 5 month break I'll have after I graduate from here and would start school at Manchester, and possibly make up the #3000 pound difference... But what about living expenses? I know my parents would help me out, but they've done so much already. It's time I make more than 5 months' worth of wages and fund my own education. It's just shit, having to wait and wait.

I'm half drunk. WEnt for Bellini's at the Cactus Club. Raving about being single and how it sucks. How I'll probably spend the next two years without kissing someone. Kris insists it's not true, but it was like that before England and not much has changed here. I'm just as insecure when I'm here now as I was before I went to England. The only time I'm different is when I'm actually IN England.

I should go to bed.

Placebo in less than 2 months!! :D :D :D

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