oh my god. 700 words/minimum of 2000. right eye twitching. so tired and it's not even 11! must insert stuff. oh, god. when will it end?? shall copy bsmtapt's idea of leaving a window open to jot ideas as the essay is going.

eyes are closing.

10:58

"a morality only obedient only to the cleansed repented!" god, i love the manics. (so so excited to write a paper on them!)

12:01

fuck. major hole in my argument. have to chnage thesis. FUCK.

12:13

Just fixed the thesis. Now have to change it throughout the 1000 words I've written. This is okay. Yes. Done by 3?

1:27

Oh, good god. Just had to cut out a major chunk because it wasn't relevent. I've written 1000 words now and am mostly done explaining my argument. Fuck.

2:38

hours later, and i'm still at around 1000 words 'cause of cutting. i had 1500 but then realised i was simply repeating myself. fuck.

4:02

okay, i'm getting there. Worked out the major holes, expanded a bit,

and now I have 1500 words written. I can do this.

5:42

okay. 1600 words. did lots of editing, which chopped essay down considerably. chuckie's j helped loads and i think it'll be better now.. i hope.. oh god.

6:25

1850 words. even more editing. some additions. that's it. need to edit some more as i didn't fix the stuff i just added. hopefully it'll make sense. good god.

6:39

Okay. nap-time. will wake up 8:00 to edit. good god, i feel ill.

NEVER AGAIN.

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